hi, we're spiderlily cluster - a queer, undiagnosed system. this is a journal site headed by somdy, and will likely be in a WIP / minimally designed state for a while. please mind the trigger warnings if you look at the blog and member profiles!
TWs are mostly for the blog, but may also come up in the profiles: abuse mentions and allusions, discussion of PTSD and trauma effects (we won't go into detail of what happened without its own TWs), catastrophic thinking, splitting, suicidal ideation mentions, and discussion of the isolating effects from being disabled and covid cautious.
May 8, 2024 03:46
fronting: keanu (kevin and nuu)
vibes: gotta do something. cant do anything.
currently: trying to find something i can possibly do
latest: Apr 27, 2024 - added more blogs, more music, and a new bookclub book
most recent
the knot - may 8, 2024 02:31 I am losing my mind. I think there is merit to it though, in going mad... I am trying to get myself to feel that though, to really believe it. Because I need to let go. I think I am seeing too much. I understand a little bit maybe why people would not want to know what's going on in the world... Would not want to hear about genocide and their complicity in mass disability and death... Would not want to unravel the truth in anything Because then you soon find ... more
current book
Let This Radicalize You by Mariame Kaba and Kelly Hayes
currently listening to
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